Theresa Said:

Musicians??? despair is a terrible thing...?

We Answered:

You SOUND like a real musician. Many musicians are mentally strange. You sound like a very right-brained creative person, and alot of the anxiety you could be feeling right now might be because of that weird musical artsy personality. Musicians tend to be depressive, have anxiety, bipolar, schizophrenic, or have any number of other mental disorders. Knowing that, take it as a way to focus that energy into your music making. Just keep playing, and try to focus your thoughts on the practicing and the FUN AND JOY of making music. Don't be so analytical and hard on yourself! Music-making is not a sport :)